Annilusa
my kind of love
Annilusa / May 20, 2025love is such a strange, sacred thing. my little self was the kind of girl who believed in “i want it, i got it.” i thought effort and desire were enough to get anything. i thought feelings would work the same way - simple, predictable, earnable. but growing up taught me otherwise. feelings - especially…
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About love. Self-love.
Annilusa / April 26, 2025People say self-love is the foundation of everything. That you can’t love anyone until you love yourself.But when the first version of love you knew was cracked and conditional, you start to think maybe you were the problem. Maybe you were too loud. Too sensitive. Too needy. Maybe if you had done something differently, they…
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I Am 26, And I Am A Mom Of 8 Kids (And Still Counting)
Annilusa / March 22, 2025People always raise their eyebrows when I tell them I have 8 kids. There’s usually a pause, then a "Wait, what?" followed by some version of "How old are you?" and finally, "Are they all yours?" Yes. No. Sort of. I didn’t give birth to them. I didn’t carry them in my body. But somewhere…
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Who am I?
Annilusa / March 12, 2025Hmmm... Good question. Still figuring that out. My identity shifts like a kaleidoscope... each turn shaped by time, places, and the people I meet. If I had to answer, I’d say - I could be anything I want. Hmmm... Good question. Still figuring that out. My identity shifts like a kaleidoscope... each turn shaped by…
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